Best Of Me

2009-07-21T01:39:00.004+08:00

Moved :D

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2009-07-18T20:39:00.002+08:00

This sucks!! Stupid brother of mine. Cough don't know how to cover mouth. Damn, now I am sick.

2009-07-17T18:05:00.003+08:00

I watch 'A walk to remember' again. :( The show is simply so fucking sweet!

I woke late today morning, thus I did not go to school. But unfortunately for me, today there was UT. So I left home around 2.45pm for my UT at 4pm. It was quite disappointing as it was too easy. I mean if you think about it. What is the point of giving a simple UT where everyone can do. Obviously the will moderate down since everyone will score very well. SIANSSS

Tomorrow soccer. Really cannot wait for it. Hopefully I will get well by tomorrow. I am having a really bad cough. Feel like going to have fever. My younger BROTHER LARHH. He sick then pass to me. I hate being sick. It just sucks.

2009-07-15T16:28:00.003+08:00

Phew, I just pass my prac 7.01. What a relief. Now I am just left with my final evaluation. I can't wait for TP alr. But I won't underestimate TP's leniency. After hearing Shihan's failure to pass TP, makes me really nervous. First I must make sure I pass my Evaluation one time so that I won't miss the dateline and so that I will have more time to practice before TP. I hope I can pass my Final Evalution at one take :D

2009-07-13T02:18:00.003+08:00

Hey readers, just to let you guys know that I am all happy and satisfied with my life now. I know I have been very disappointed with myself lately. I am not happy because of girls or anything. That is just not me anymore. I am no longer the Syakir I used to be. The reason for this sudden change of state is because I passed my prac 6.01 last friday. Hurray to me :D

Now everything is right on track. I will be taking my 7.01 on Monday night. It will be tough I know but I will do my best not to be careless anymore. Now I will have to focus on my studies. I must make sure that I will not be late for school from now on. I must make sure that I do not skip anymore lessons.

I have save up this paragraph to tell you guys of how important my friends are to me. I can never thank them enough. I am nothing without them. You may not think that they are not cool or whatsoever. But fuck, I think they are ok. Anyone who dares hurt them in anyway, I will hunt you down. Haha.

2009-07-07T23:35:00.004+08:00

Finally My Blogger Can Upload Pics Again

Life can be so unreasonable most of the times. Saying that I am frustrated with life right now would simply be an understatement. I just do not know what with my life right now. I just took my prac 6.01 just now. It was my second attempt. I failed miserably again. Tomorrow will be my 3rd time. I just can't believe it. How can this happen to me. And am I so careless. Could it be because there is so many thing that is going around in my mind that made me too careless. Oh well, I guess I will just have to try my best before the 29th of July. Need to pass 7.01 and 8.01 before my booked TP on the 3 aug. Hopefully I can pass tomorrow.

Congrats to Wen Hao For Passing, wish me luck

IM SUCHA NOOB :(

2009-06-29T21:13:00.005+08:00

I just got lectured by dad. I guess the 20 minutes of lecture really got me thinking. My brother's gf caught me smoking at a bus stop. Unlucky for me, she happen to stay near RP. Oh well, I deserve it. Dad said " I don't care if you smoke, but who said you could use MY money to buy em."

So yeah, I got served. So my next pay will be spent to pay off my depts. Which is $100 for the smoking fine. $34 for Wen Hao. $30 for Sunday Team. Not forgetting $70 to mom for being nice. So that will be $234. GONE just like that. But that is life. It really sucks big time.

To Wen Hao, I apologize for the other day. It was really did not mean to be so cold towards you. I was just really upset that we lost the game. I am the one to be blame for finding fault. It is just so frustrating when I as a striker can't score to make the difference yknow. So sorry man.

"The worst lies are the lies we tell ourselves. We live in
denial of what we do, even what we think. We do this
because we’re afraid. We fear we will not find love, and
when we find it we fear we’ll lose it. We fear that if we
do not have love we will be unhappy."
-Richard Bach

2009-06-26T17:29:00.003+08:00

2009-06-26T12:22:00.004+08:00

It is simply hard to believe that The King Of Pop MJ just died. If you guys listen to my blog song, it is actually a song done by the king himself. I was really sad yknow. May he rest in peace and may Allah bless his soul.
~ you are not alone ~

2009-06-25T22:04:00.008+08:00

Hamsem Rite

Flying Saucer

Flying Shirt

Before

After

Hello readers. Today, my friends and I decided to skip school. I was self assured that today was one of best skipped school days everrrr. Met Abel at his house in the morning. We later went to Anchorage to meet Wen Hao, Shihan and Wei Jie for a swim. It was really fun. Wei Jie and Shihan left earlier because they had something on. So left the 3 of us. We did alot of stupid and lame things. Videos were made. After that, Tian came. We later went to eat Hotdog buns at IKEA. We were totally overstuffed. HAHA.

After eating, Wen Hao left for work. We then walked to Tian's home. We made more vids. HAHA
Tian was generous enough to treat us on durians galore!! Yummy I tell yea.

After everything, we sat under the block just talking and reminiscing about the past. Gosh, I really miss the past.

2009-06-24T19:44:00.004+08:00

I, SYAKIR AL-HASYIR SCREWED UP DURING AUDITIONS!!

To those who came to support me. THANK YOU!! Really appreciate it. :D
And to DEE, I was really lucky to have met you during my journey in the comp!! If not for you, I would be like a lost sheep. You are a great friend to be with, I also hope we won't lose contact. :D

2009-06-23T01:22:00.004+08:00

It fascinates me to see that many people fail to see the good in a bad person. Sometimes I even wonder why people judge others when they themselves are not even better. Everyone deserves a certain amount of respect. It is a two way cycle. You respect others, others will in return respect you. I may have been really mad at people for certain actions which they have done. But slowly, I will forgive and forget. It is just ridiculous if we can't do that. We all have to know that all of us are human beings. We all make mistakes. Nobody is perfect. Some of you may think that you are superior than others. But face it, there are people even more superior than you. No matter how educated you may be, that still does not give you the right to judge people. Arrogance will cause you to lose respect from others. Sometimes being too humble can also show arrogance. Therefore, one should just have a fair share of both.

I myself am a culprit of judging others. I really apologize to those people whom I had bad mouth or anything. I know it is very blatant that I am in the wrong. But you people must think that everyone does that. Don't tell me the crap that you guys do not. Gossiping is a way of socializing.

An old friend re-appeared in my life just now.

You might think that you are doing the right thing by keeping it away from us. But the truth is that you are actually bad imaging yourself. It is good to know that you are trying to come back to us. I have read enough to understand. All I am asking is for you to come back to us. We all miss you dear friend. Many of us have changed for the better but I assure that you'll be surprised to know that something never change :D

2009-06-22T00:47:00.006+08:00

This guy is going to be crown the next Pangseh king

Hey readers. There is so many things in my mind right now and it all involves money. I really can't wait for my pay. Life is awful. But I shall keep on trying to squeeze the best out of it. Sometimes in life, we just have to make the most out of every moment. Just like today during my soccer match. Though I was feeling really shag and out of shapes, I simply instilled fear into the wing back of the opponent's team with my bursting runs. I swear I was really tired but I just could not let the match end without anything special from me. It was just to ensure that my presence was felt. In the end, I manage to open up play for Wen Hao who then converted the goal nicely, surprising the opponents with an equalizer. The match ended 2-2 at our favor.

Alright, enough about Sunday. Saturday turned out to be really exciting. We played soccer as usual. There were some new team there. They were exceptionaly good. So after that, went to Shihan's place for a swim. We were childishly playing the fool in the pool. The skies were not on our side that day. There were thunder clouds. After swimming, we then headed to shihan's house to slack. At about 9 plus, we went to macs to have our dinner. We left the place at about 11pm.

Tomorrow school. I really don't feel like going to school. But what to do, I have to. At least there is no more Test for the week. Alright readers, my eyes are begging me to close the lids. Nites.

My sissy was proving why she is the cutest once again.

2009-06-19T19:47:00.008+08:00

So there is no more need to hide it from anyone anymore. :D Especially Wen Hao. That idiot Shihan just couldn't shut his mouth. But whatever it is, I still love that motor brudder of mine. So yeah people, I passed my 5.02 evaluation on Monday with just one take. Now I tell you, 5.02 isn't your normal practical. It is something which many fail time and time again upon trying. There was even this guy, who took the practical together with me, unbelievably it was his 13th attempt trying to pass it. Therefore I was really thankful and fortunate to have pass it in one take. Can you imagine, 23 dollars times 13. That is hell lot of money. That very person still failed. Poor guy. I pray he can pass the next time. He was really a nice guy.

Now that I have my PDL (Provisional Driving License), I will be able to go on the road with an Instructor for my next practical. I am just left with 3 more lessons before my TP (Traffic Police) test which falls on the 3rd of August. Hopefully I can get my license by then. & Motorbike too! :D Will be taking with Wen Hao on Tuesday for our 6.01.

Something really touched my bare soul. I was browsing through the web till I came upon this video. It really shone some light to my life. I now realise that people around us tend to not look on the brighter side of every situation. Negativity runs in our veins.

- Abu Hurairah (May Allah be pleased with him) reported:- Messenger of Allah (PBUH) said, "Look at those who are inferior to you and do not look at those who are superior to you, for this will keep you from belittling Allah's Favour to you.'' [Al-Bukhari and Muslim].

- Prophet (PBUH) said: “If anyone of you looked at a person who was made superior to him in property and (in good) appearance, then he should also look at the one who is inferior to him, and to whom he has been made superior. "(Shahih Bukhari. Book 76 Volume No. 008 Hadith No. 497 Narated By Abu Huraira).

This is very true people. Nobody is perfect. Be grateful for what you have, for there are those out there whom would die to have what we aren't satisfied with.

This is the very video which really touched my weak heart. This guy is what you call 'Giant of a man'.

"I will try One Hundred times to get up, and if I fail One Hundred times, if I fail and I give up! Do you think that I am ever going to get up?" - Nick Vujicic

"I love living life, I am Happy.." - Nick Vujicic

Think about it people

2009-06-19T14:02:00.004+08:00

Money, why is it always so significant. I am in class right now, feeling rather disappointed with myself. I just got fined for smoking within school boundary. This is my second time already. The first time was $75, Now $100. Oh well, I guess I'll just have to pay it with my own money then. Will have to work more. Sometime, I fine the school really unfair. They are so unreasonable. The thing that really pisses me off is that we were already out of the boundary. But unfortunately for us, the boundary was expanded. Right now, the only thing that I am worried about is how to keep the letter, which will be sent home, away from my parents. Really wouldn't want to disappoint them.

So other than this stupid fine, everything is going great for me. I will be getting my bike license like really soon. SI comp on weds. Dad got me a guitar. &&& tomorrow is SAT!!! Finally can get my good sleep.

'Sometimes you gotta be responsible for your own mistakes'

2009-06-18T22:01:00.004+08:00

I've always kept asking myself on this particular question, Is it too early for me to have a Girlfriend?

For several years now, my thoughts were clear about how unfortunate someone would be if they do not have any 'companion' in life. Especially at the age of 15-20. Truthfully ( Not being boastful or anything, I am sure that many will agree) I have never been deprived of 'companions'. Yes, they come and go. But that is besides the point. Have anyone ever wonder? Why do we even tie ourselves into relationships at such a young age?

Some might think that by not having a girlfriend or boyfriend is shameful. Oh well, you people are definitely wrong. Ok, you might think like 'what crap is this guy talking about?', but if you hear me out I am sure it will help you guys lead a better life.

Friends, the word which I am sure everyone has. You might not think so, but don't forget that anyone could be a friend. Even your pet. :D Friends are always nice, no one would call another a friend if they aren't nice right? So you people should know what friends do. They console you when you are down. They do many things together with you. Joke and laugh with you. They are always there to help you. They even buy you great present/s for your birthday. Oh well, I can continue but I am sure everyone get my point. They are simply the best.

But what makes your boyfriend or girlfriend any different. They precisely do the same shit. I find it amusing now that many, including myself thought that by having a girlfriend/bf would put colors to our, oh so dull life. What these people are doing is wasting their youth. Youth only comes once in your life, and you are going to waste it on that one person. C'mon, you guys should be out having fun as friends. Go out with anyone, any genders. All without feeling any affection with each other. You might think that you're gaining by jumping into a relationship when you're actually losing. You just lost yourself a Friend. Don't tell me the crap that you can be friends with your ex, that's totally bullshit.

Many people love somebody just because they wanna be pearls to someone's eyes. Also with love comes affection (you'll know why). But they forget that with love comes great responsibility. Ie, Yes the boys have to treat the lady like a princess. But in all, are they even stable financially at such a young age? Since money makes the world go round. Think about it. If you had given everything to him or her, then what is there to give after you get married? You'll be out of ammo. Nothing could impress him/her anymore. There's always a limit for everyone.

What people should do at this young age is that, make friends. Once you reach a point when your life and career is stable, then you find a GF OR BF whom you're GOING to marry. Think about it, you'll probably marry your friend. At least you guys should keep your options open. I am sure you will find somebody who meets your likings and also share the same interest.

Therefore, I believe that it is too young to have a relationship now. What I can do is to expand my networks. Create more options. Why choose one tree when you have the whole forest to choose from? Haha.

THINK ABOUT IT

2009-06-16T13:50:00.006+08:00

Got this from Ruth's blog and it is true :D

In class now. I am so tired right now. I feel so sleepy. I can't believe that I am still in class right now. This is really not me. Should be at home sleeping my ass off. Lol. But nvm, I am already here. It is for my own good anyways. My grade so far has been ok. Not that good, not that bad either. I feel so worried now, don't understand what today's topic is about. Not a single clue. Later drawing lots. Hopefully I won't have to present or answer any questions. Oh, if I must then, MAMPOS. haha.

Will be having my evaluation prac later. Hopefully I can pass it in one take. Knowing the fact that my motor brudders have all pass it really make me feel leftout. But nvm, I will try my best. Abel going to follow me later, he will be having his RTE practice later. So good luck to me and him then.

OKKKK.. I JUST DREW LOTSSSS.. AND I DONT HAVE TO PRESENT!! So effing lucky luh!!
Poor Ruth, she has to present :(

2009-06-09T00:46:00.004+08:00

2009-06-05T02:17:00.004+08:00

Today started out pretty alright only until I received a shocking from somebody who told me he isn't going to stay and support me. But in the end it got resolved. Thanks for the sacrifice brudder. :D
I was so happy then.

So Yisheng asked me weather I wanted to go out later since Tian Hang is driving today. I said yes and met them at Commonwealth MRT station. After that we headed to Geylang. Wanted to find prostitude but then the maids from Pink and Blue tempted the driver to go their direction instead. HAHA

Karaoked for about 2 hours. After the whole butteflying thing, we fetch the Cigarette Jesus home. (: We then went straight to Holland V to meet Kiong. Planned to go Wala wala but in the end we didn't. Oh, met Raj and his friends there. We were both shocked to see each other there.

Tian fetched me home. Shiok.

Tomorrow going to overnight at Cathay. Thinking about it makes me feel anxious... I expect to see my black diamond, motor brudder and Jaychou there. They better be. haha

And I read Reuben's blog post just now. Yeah. Come to think about it, the nice guys always finish last. I'm gonna be a bad boy now. HAHA. You Player you..

2009-06-02T21:31:00.004+08:00

Work sucks. Argh!! Stupid customers. Especially those INDIANS. See lah, for no reason I become so bloody racist. Really man, Indians from India are idiots. I just hate them. So effing demanding. That is besides the point. They can't even speak proper english. I just hate them!!!!! I give them shoe, they complain about the strap not being able to strap properly. How come other people wear never say anything? Why must it be only them? I arrange the jackets nicely in the jacket station, the pick up and then found out that it doesn't suit them, quickly the put them aside without hanging them back. And damn, can you imagine almost all of them doing that. Like freaking monkeys. And here is the best part, they all have the same demands. REALLYYYY. No kidding. Everytime yknow.

So take this as a lesson to you guys who is working under tourist/customer relation, beware of those assholes, they might just kill you with their demands, as if they are of 'higher class'. Wtf luhh..

Now I feel so grateful that our indians aren't like that. Like phew. I had a tough time today that's why.

Had to wait for dad to fetch me home as he was having a meeting. Earlier he had dinner with the president.

Ok, tmr work again. 9am to 8pm. Wah, I am really TIREDDDD!!!

"LOVE is always patient and kind.
It is never jealous.
Love is never boastful or conceited.
It is never rude or selfish.
It does not take offense, and it is not resentful.
Love takes no pleasure in other people's sins but delights in the truth.
It is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope and to endure, whatever comes."

2009-06-01T21:34:00.009+08:00

I just feel like blogging a lot today :D
So I shall just start by telling what you guys missed since Friday.

Friday
It was a night to remember. Met up with my bro from another mother, Raj. So were planning to but some contras but unfortunately when we got there, the person was not there. So feeling so disappointed, we then wandered around just like a lost Banglah. So we came upon this shop which sell Ciggies. Looking at which Ciggies was the cheapest. Suddenly while looking at those ciggies, raj nudged, he was like, " OMG, is that BD!! Bro, thats a BD!!". He was so excited. I was confuse at first since I didn't know what he was talking about. So he decided to buy them. Before anything, he just said, " Bro, you should try this, Its a killer man." I was so excited suddenly. LOL. He gave me a stick and so we smoked. WOW I tell you. It really was a killer!! haha.

We then wandered off further. We then reach this deserted place. OK, it was really deserted. It was an abandoned HDB area. It was really creepy. Really CREEPY. The whole area deserted. Can you imagine, 10 or more flats, plus the carpark, the shops, all abandoned. It was totally dark. So bravely, we went into the compound. Okluh, we were abit scared luh. haha. We walk, and walk, and walk. Till something caught our eye. It was this couple making out at the area's playground! haha. So we decided disturb them by just hanging around there. They move off after that. LOL

It was definitely an awesome night.

Saturday
Soccer in the morning. Didn't want to go since it was raining in the morning. But then since some of them was alr there, I just give them face and went. It turned out to be a great day. We played till late in the after noon. Manage to make 3 teams. So yeah. It was Wen Hao's big day as he is going to participate in the sundown adidas marathon.

He asked me to support him. I was hesitating to go at first since the race only start at 12am and I have a game the next day. But then, I am a good friend. I felt somehow guilty if I didn't go. He has done alot for me and so that was the least I could do. So, I went. I am just disapointed with somebody since she pangseh Wen Hao. Bloody hell. I felt like slapping her fucking face. If she had'nt asked Wen Hao to go for the race, he wouldn't have. Now she just left Wen Hao alone for the race and went on to run with he other friend. Bastard. I really felt angry to know that if I had not gone for the bloody thing, Wen Hao would be left all alone. CB. Think fun issit do my friend like that. Knn. So Abel, Shihan and me supported WH from the start which was at 12 am till he ended it which was at about 7 40 am. 42 KM!! While he was running, we watched the movie marathon, Iron man and Transformers.

I am so proud of you WH for not giving up and completing the race. You really deserve it, it was your hard work. Even with those blisters and abrasion you had to endure throughout the race, you finished it. :D

Rajesh ran the ultra marathon on that day, but he was with his brother, so I didn't had the chance to meet him. Proud of him too for completing 84 km. :D

Sunday
So reach home from the marathon at changi at about 11 am. I went to sleep straight away since I have a soccer match later at 2pm. Reub woke me up at about 130 pm. Left for soccer at about 145pm.

Soccer game was fun. As per normal, fights occured during the match. I was involve in one dispute but I definitely was not at wrong. I then shut their mouth with the game first goal. Nison scored the second. I scored another to make it 3-0 fulltime. Happy as hell. Went straigth back home after the match to sleep. Got work the next day. :(

Today
Woke up at 8am today. Got ready for work. Reach work at 915am. 15 mins late, but Julie didn't say a word. :D

Ended work at 8pm. Went home with Zack. He was feeling generous today so he decided to treat me macs. We ate on our way to the MRT station.

Tmr got work again. Hiax. But what to do, need money for bike. :)

So nights people :D

A note to Sofia. I wish you good luck with your new life. I have been thinking about you. Just to know that I lost you really sucks. I know I didn't treat you well. I just feel like breaking down now. Yes I am a loser. But I just want you to know that those times together with you was the best days of my life. I didn't love you for your appearance, trust me. It was your kind heart that took me. You were the sweetest and kindest girlfriend I've ever had. Just for the record, you were the only girl who cared. Even after I broke up with Azza, you were there to make me feel better. But I just had no guts to ask for you back. I am disappointed with what I did to you. I should not have made you feel not like a girlfriend. I should not have gone out with other girls. I should not have made you look like a friend. I just want you to know that I will always remember you. I hope you do too. Good luck to you and Taufiq. Few more days to your 2nd monthsary. If you are happy, I am happy. I wish you the best then. And those things that I said, those msgs I sent, I really didn't mean it. I was too confused at that time. So I just typed my anger at that spur of the moment without thinking. I am so unforgivable. I will learn from this and make sure that I would not treat anyone else the same. I will set you as an unreacheable standard to find my new love. Seeing you happy with somebody makes me feel jealous. Now I want a new life partner who will treat me as well as you did. Goodbye Sofia... I will forever remember you...

2009-05-27T18:08:00.003+08:00

So it has been a while since I last met rajesh. We will be meeting later at lakeside, just to chill around. I am going to do my prac during the coming 2 weeks holidays which starts next week. Hopefully I could save up enough by then. It would be so cool if I am able to finish everything by the end of the month June. The only thing I am afraid of is the TP schedule. What if I would have to wait for a month or more. Hopefully not. I just cant wait that long. So I am going to take it slow for now. Bike I have in mind for the future would be KRZ or CBR. I wanted Gilera but I heard that it is expensive and high maintenance cost. So too is SP. Tho it is cheap, I heard that it is a bike which oftens get sick.

2009-05-25T21:16:00.006+08:00

THAT STOP AND STARE MOMENT :D

2009-05-24T23:10:00.004+08:00

There is so many thoughts in my mind right now. I scored a match - winner goal in the afternoon. So yeah. It was the final league game for the season. Hmm, yknow what, I am just disappointed with life. Ok, no mood to blog alr. Nites.

2009-05-24T01:31:00.003+08:00

I am too tired to blog actually. But I just need to tell you guys the good news. I passed my prac 4.02 just now! Wen Hao was my pillion just now. So now I will be doing my prac 5.01 next. I am so looking foward for my evaluation. I hope I pass :D

Tian Hang rented a car today, we simply drove around singapore. HAHA.

2009-05-22T20:59:00.005+08:00

Yes, if it's meant to happen, then it is meant to be. Fate has its ways, so no point going on being sad or regretful. Just move on with life.

This is another shocking news people!! HAHA. I just passed my prac 4.01. I feel so proud of myself for being able to pass both 3.02 and 4.01 once. Now, I caught up with Wen Hao. :D As for shihan, he has alr passed his 4.02 just now. I will be taking my 4.02 tmr. Hopefully I will pass. (:

Wen Hao, tmr we go together ok :D

Abel will be enrolling for his bike tmr people! Yayness to him. Another member of the bike gang. Lol.

Tmr soccer at holland. Don't feel like going at all. Feel really tired, and my head hurts so bad. This headache has been going on since morning. That why I didn't go to school today.

This Teusday is my UT on my module Inventory Management. Have to make use of the weekends to study.

2009-05-21T22:33:00.001+08:00

Shocking news people!! I passed my prac 3.02 just now!! Next is 4.01. YAY

2009-05-21T17:18:00.003+08:00

I was feeling very tired today, didn't wanna go to school actually but forced myself since I've already skipped the previous day. If only today was a holiday. Abel didn't go to school today. Thus, that made me more reluctant to go to school. In school, everything was alright only until about 12 noon. When my eyes started to play its game. I was so effing sleepy. I then took a power nap for about 15 mins. Gosh. I am so wanting my bed at that point of time. And to think that I have my bike prac at 8 later. ISH. But never, I can endure. Shihan and Wenhao took their prac just now, 4.01. Both failed. Hopefully I can pass go with them on their next try provided I pass my 3.02 later. Which I doubt so.

Nowadays, I will only pass on the second try. For so many reasons I tell you. Wtv it is, I won't do excuses. The point is, I failed. So I should just keep on trying till I pass. If only money was on my side. Oh, I think shihan will be re-taking later. See, that's proof that with money, you can do anything but still, doesn't buy you everything.

Good Luck To Me :D

2009-05-19T21:38:00.004+08:00

I will be watching this later yaw :D

I need money! Friends suggest I go back to work but the thing is, I am just plain lazy. I just passed my prac 3.01 just now. Hurrayyy. Next will be 3.02. Emergency break. Hopefully it is passable. Ok, I am super hungry now. And I am still sick! I think I am going to have a fever. Oh man, my body feel so weak. Just now while riding, I was actually enduring my body ache. Can you believe that!

Then at the end before they release the results, the instructor ask, 'why your face so stress'. So I told him that I was exhausted. Heh. The he was like asking, "you got girlfriend waiting for you outside issit?". So I said no, then he said "later when you get your license and bike you going to do emergency break on her ornot?" I was like, no luh, I won't pillion anyone that soon. No confident yet. Then he was like, "ok then let me bring her lah!" WTF rite! then everyone was like laughing. Lucky today the instructor damn nice!

Ok, I am gonna eat now, then later take my medicine, then watch a movie on tv.

2009-05-19T01:33:00.003+08:00

Hello world. School was tough today. I had no clue to what the faci was talking about. The damn calculation and expression was simply impossible for me just now. Maybe I have miss too many lesson on it. :(

I am not feeling well right now. So sick. Hiax. Having FLU! Gosh, the last kind of illness anyone would wanna have at this moment.

I PASSED MY RTT!! Wohooooo

2009-05-17T21:55:00.003+08:00

Heartbreak at the 75th min! :(

Tmr RTT. I better pass man!

I am so going to school tmr :D

Take it to the next level (:

2009-05-16T19:50:00.003+08:00

I am dreading life right now. I found out something which I am not suppose to know. Today I failed my Prac. Ok, failing my prac isn't as bad as what I just saw. Oh my!

Tmr league match. Yipee. Pray for me to score :D Ok damn cool, I can't wait for my name to be up on ESPZEN amueture league website. And on the team website too. lol. AWESOMEEE.

2009-05-15T17:41:00.002+08:00

Today is another happy day! Haha. I came late today. 45 mins late yet my faci was so nice not to mark me late and marked me present instead. I am so HAPPYYYY :D

Tmr will be my next prac, I hope I can do it.

I swear my module is so effing hard. I could not believe that practically everyday, I do A MATH. Cmon luh, I flung my E maths and they expect me to do A? But at least my classmate are all on the same boat as me. They are the greatest bunch of maniacs you will ever find :D

Abel damn poor thing, he waited for me at CCK and thus he was late for school. I am so sorry abelou..

We went back home together :D

2009-05-15T00:21:00.004+08:00

Today is one of the happiest day of my life. Haha. Abel should know why. :D

To add to the joy today, I passed my prac 2.2. Hell yeah! Before the prac, I thought to myself, " oh man, what if I fail again.. then will ruin my entire day today! sianss". But then it turned out the other way round. :DD

Raj was at BBDC too. So we met after everything and chill at the Macs nearby. Next prac 3.1. This sat! Yippee.

2009-05-13T21:50:00.005+08:00

Seeing her happy makes me feel happy too and makes me feel like I wanna fall in love again. So I started the day with nothing much to do. I just stayed at home all the way. Tmr got school. And I so can't wait to see my friends. My grades for this semester has been really good so far. My PP got approved. If you guys don't know, PP is Professional Profiling. So I will be doing a profiling on the company Snow Venture. Now that that is done, I need to write up a 2000 words report on the company stated. I want to finish it soon. So that I will not have to rush later.

Case of the ex is really a nice song. You guys should listen to that. :D

Nowadays, I love taking afternoon naps. Its like everytime around 4 or 5, I will sleep and later wake up at 9. Sometimes I hate sleep. This is because life is too short. Feels like SLEEP=Waste Time. HAHA.

I am officially in the team Benedetto FC. If you go to their website, you can see me name there. And my statistics. Royal COOLNESS. haha. It's like a dream to play in a league yknow! I will be getting my SPONSORED jersey and kits this coming sunday. Gosh can't wait. The team will be changing jersey too. I will be able to get my number 14! As for now I will be sticking with 77.

Sad to say but I might be moving house. My dad says that he wants to have a different life now, away from his family. Cause all his family does is ask money from him. I am not talking about the parents. It is his bro and sis. Because right now, all him family members are living very close to us. LIKE TOO CLOSE. I don't want to move. But if possible, I want to stay at Dover rd or just stay at CCK.

Life without relation is the quite good actually! No one gets hurt like this. :D
But somehow I feel that in order for someone to be happy, another has to get hurt. & that's the game of love people. There's never a fair game.

2009-05-13T02:15:00.003+08:00

Hey people. Today wasn't really great for me. I failed my prac 2.2 and it really disheartened me. So far, the only thing that could cheer me up is the fact that I've made it through 1.1, 1.2, 1.3 and 2.1. It's been only like 4 weeks since I've started and I am already at 2.2. Hopefully, I can clear them prac 2 and 3 by next week. That is if I have income. My RTT is next week and I am hoping for the best. I can't wait to get PDL and drive out of circuit. I am left with 4 more prac after 2.2 before I get it. :D

Rumi picked me up from Bukit Gombak Mrt stn. He drove. So yeah. Raj was already in the car. Went to Demsey rd to eat ice-cream at Ben & Jerry. Met Louis there. Asked Louis about his problem the other day which was so important that he needed Abel to confide to. But he said there was no problem. No big deal, only some school problem. He only wanted to go Abel's house to play FM. -_- So yeah. After that, went shishaing at Arab street. At the end, Rumi send us all home safely.

Recently, she caught my eyes.

2009-05-11T22:44:00.004+08:00

So I've been told by my friend that she is in love with TW. Many people might think that I am still the same. Actually, it has been months since I last contacted 'girls', if yknow what I mean. Without a doubt my life is different now. As for my msn nicks and such, oh well, nothing to do with anyone really. It's just from some shows and songs. So yeah.

What I am looking for right now is someone who would be there for me. Like really. I know I have already blew it once. So right now, I am slowly looking for the right one. I wouldn't want to hurt any other soul.

Recently, someone made me pissed. All I want to say to that guy is to try and relax with everything you do. You may think that we are always going to make you look fool. But the truth is that we are jokers and we care about you. We always try to help you in many ways. Girls, Future, Vehicle.. etc.. I know Money is supposedly you biggest problem. But sometimes, your EGO is just way too BIG. And that is a bad thing. For what paiseh. Everyone will have their turns. If you're our of money now, we help. When we have no money, you help. It is like a vicious cycle yknow. You are a very stubborn person, no doubt about that. Everyone says so. But If you could just listen to what others say for a moment and not stick to your principle all the time, you will definitely become a better person. No point listening and then never do anything about it. I am not going to say the person's name but if you feel some sort of a guilt for this passage then It is definitely you. Just try to think ahead. And don't try to think that you are always doing the right thing. You are not! You may think that we are all wrong as we messed up here and there during our relationships thus do not own the rights to teach you. But you see, going through those times made us who we are now, a better person. We learn from every mistake that we did. So that makes us more experience and have the RIGHTs to teach you. So don't ast like you know everything. Trust me, you've been living in a cave.

2009-04-27T23:13:00.004+08:00

And he pulled the trigger...

Haha, look at what my brother did to my sis. His editing is a killer man.

Today was the start of the new week of school. As per normal, time flies by so long when you are least having fun. It was dreadful I tell you. First of all, the module that I am taking is really not like what I expected. So bloody hard. Can you imagine, every lesson also got math! Must calculate here and there. Gosh, I am feeling the heat already. The feeling of skipping school is rising every moment I think of school.

Tmr soccer at school. Hope we will have a great time.

Finally got to meet Faz and Aisyah today, after what seemed to be the longest time. Gosh I miss them!

2009-04-25T02:43:00.005+08:00

Those Bapok Times :D LOL

I am currently having the time of my life. This is majorly because for the past few days, everything has been going right for me. It simply feel so good to be in this kind of situation. So if you guys didn't know, from now on I will not have school on Weds anymore! Isn't that great?

I have been on top form for motor-ing at the moment. So let me explain why. I have only like registered last week on the last week of the holidays. So far, I have already done 4 theory lesson, passed my Riding Theory Evaluation, Passed 1.01-1.03 all at one shot. Soon, I will be taking my 2.01! I already 25 percent there! Gosh, I can't wait to finish everything. HAHA. My Riding Theory Test will be on the 18th of May. Same day as WH. Shiok. Once my RTT is done, I then will just have to focus on 13 more prac! That is still a long way. But hell with it. I am going to finish it no matter what!

So later on will be having soccer at Holland. Hope it will be fun :D

2009-04-17T23:32:00.006+08:00

Went to school to apply for the PSEA deduction for school fees. It's a really helpful scheme. Every year, they will subsidize $400 off my school fees. Everything went fine only until they ask my dad whether he wants to pay for the fine. For a moment, my dad was confused. So I had to tell him the truth. I picked up a fine last year for smoking around school ground. So yea. Dead meat! But lucky for me, he was not angry. My dad is so understanding! I really feel bad. Somehow, I feel like I've dissapointed him. Ok, I guess I did.

Wen Hao, Shihan and I went to BBDC today morning to do our evaluation. But Unfotunately for us, we failed. HAHA. Shihan finish the test first, so he left the room before me. At the moment, I thought he did well. So I decided to stop checking my answers and confidently click for the result. As expected, I FAILED! Argh. I left the room with dissapointment. So met up with Shihan outside. Sadly for him, he failed too. We waited for Wen Hao outside while smoking our frustration out. 5 mins later, Wen Hao came. He was smiling. We thought he PASSED. But then, here comes the best part. He FAILED TOO. HAHAHA. Shihan and I were like simply jumping for joy. This was because he was the one who was so confident that he could pass with one take. Big talk aye. HAHA. See, make us waste money only. We say practice first right?

Today, Shihan suggested that we quit smoking so that we could save up for lessons. To me, he has a point. DUH. haha. But it is easier said than done. But I am certainly taking it to concern. As for now, I will just have to cut down. I know stopping straight away would be HARD! But for motor sake! STEADY BO. lol. Like Feng Yuan talking. haha.

Having Reuben as my neighbour really make my life easier. As you guys know, he has a bike. So travelling is easy nowadays with him around. And for that, thanks Reub for Tupang-ing me all this while. Appreciate it much. haha.

Oh yar, played street soccer at Abel's place today. But there were too many teams in the court. So we only managed to play like a few games. So unsatisfying. Will be playing street soccer at holland tmr. So I must say my holidays has been OK. I will have to cherish every minutes left from now till school starts on Monday. Oh man, I am so not looking foward to school. HIAXX.

One last thing, I want to stay single for now. Really. Ok very hard to believe right? Everyone thinks I am very GATAL! Ok, here is the thing. My life with girls have been so sucky. From all my pass ex that I broke up with, I have analysed the common reasons why we broke up. The 2 common reasons are, 'I don't treat them like a girlfriend, more like a friend' and 'I go out with other girls making them feel insecure'. OKluh. I am the bastard. I am really going all out to change that. I will quit my all time bad habit and everything that has sins stamped all over it. I will assure you, one day, one day, I will.

2009-04-14T20:56:00.006+08:00

My whole day today was spent at BBDC. It was a killer I tell you! But luckily Shihan was with me. If not! BORING. So we finally finish out theory lessons. Right now we are in the process of deciding whether to book our test or practical lesson first. Gosh, I can't wait to have a bike and pillion her. hehe, whoever she is (: Gosh Reub, if only it hadn't been TW. Hiax. She another one, it was all my fault right! But then now she making me hate her! You get what I mean right?

So tmr, Nafc will be heading to FICO! Since it is the last week of our holidays, we thought why not spend it wisely.

On Thursday, It will be BBDC again! HAHA

2009-03-19T20:51:00.005+08:00

My life lately has been very disappointing and depressing. I just do not know what to do now. The phrase ' what goes around, comes around' keeps haunting me. I feel so lonely. I am seriously lazy to talk about it. I have no idea how long will it takes for me to stop fretting.

To forget about all those problems, I make myself busy by working, watching anime/korean dramas. It has been really fun. My friends came over to my house ytd. We stayed up till early morning. We jammed. It was hilarious. To my bro Reub, Congrats!! Somebody Biker alr! And don't be sad about ehem. I'm sure you'll find a better one. Cmon. :)

I need a new phone badly. Hiax. My dad always busy. SIANNNSS.

I am so looking forward for next week's chalet. 3 day 2 night with Nafc. It's definitely going to be a blast :D

Tmr I am going to conduct my first EO Ice-cream making lesson. Yipee! 30 per hour! Easy money man! ok, now I can't wait for my next pay on the 7th of April.

Ok, I shall go back to watching the anime.

2009-03-08T01:41:00.004+08:00

Yesterday, went to Abel's house to 'chill'. Ok, maybe not. haha. So Reuben and I were planning to make some meaningful videos. For our special ones. Now that it is done, Reub can finally sleep peacefully. Lol.

Today, played soccer with gang till around 2pm. After that, we went to Sinaran Makan Place to have our lunch.

Have you guys ever wondered what you will become in the mere future? I have been thinking about it lately. But I am definitely not going to think about it anymore, all because it just send chills down my spine just to have a thought that my future lies in my own hands. Maybe because I just don't trust myself. :s Oh well, whatever it is, I am the pilot of my life. And I choose to have a great and successful life ahead.

Have you guys ever wondered what is the purpose of living/religion, how there are connected? Hmm, questions I ask myself. To me, everything happens for a reason. To start with, there has to be god. God created this world as many believed. There was this once when I presumed that the only reason why people believed in their religion is because they are afraid of death. Religion gives people the sense of safeness. To know that there is an afterlife simply gives them the satisfation. Heaven and Hell. Sometimes I think, if religion was made up, just to secure peace in the world. Using Hell as a place where sinners go in their afterlife. I had a conversation with my friends about this before, then one came to me and said " what if when you die, there is no afterlife? Just pitch black." Then that set me thinking, what if he is right, what if everthing could be explained through science alone? Maybe humans are just in the vicious cycle of life on planet earth? But once again, I back to differ the statement that everything could be explained through science. I believe there is god, for I have seen my prayers answered. A miracle indeed. In fact, ok, this goes out to the free thinkers out there, 'Just grab a religion, it is worth it, no harm having one, play safe yknow.' God really work in mysterious ways. haha.

I really miss you so...

2009-03-05T21:28:00.005+08:00

Woke up at around 5pm today. Didn't do anything do anything much today. Just played soccer with Reub and his friends. Both me and Reub wore the new NAFC jersey. Feel like watching movie tomorrow. So, movie anyone? The picture above were taken on the 2nd of march. So yeah.

I need to see that somebody again. I really miss you S. We may not be together anymore, but could we at least be close friends? Sigh*

2009-02-24T21:38:00.006+08:00

Apparently, this is what I do at work when there is no customers around :D

So I reached Teck Whye Lane around 7:15pm. If everything turns out right, my pay will be in by the end of this week! Yippeee. These few months of being single has actually been the greatest days of my life. I know that the lonliness kills! But luckily for me, I have friends such at Abel, Wen Hao, Tian Hang and NAFC around. I would have to say, the are like my substitude for having a girlfriend. So yeah. Anyways, my Bday is coming up! :D

Ok I am watching CSI Miami Now! Cool Siol!

2009-02-20T01:27:00.002+08:00

Cut my hair Again! But this time I let the professional do it.

Now My hair is really short. Don't I look clean.

This kinda short hairstyle reminds me of secondary school days :(

I miss it alot.

2009-02-15T16:50:00.003+08:00

Hello People! Ok, see anything different about me? Whoahaha. Ok, I just cut my hair. MYSELF :D It was tough, but I am satisfied.

2009-02-13T12:20:00.004+08:00

Satu Bintang - Antique

On the verge of quitting :D

2009-01-29T23:33:00.006+08:00

Zalfa, My Littlest Sis

Cute Right?

Hello people. I am so gila right now! WORK WORK WORK. Was working for the past few days. By the end of this week, I will can probably have around $500 confirm for me. Gosh, I so can't wait for pay day! Anyways, so so sorry to Fidaiy and Ain. Snow City do not need girls. You girls just have to appy for science center instead. Just fill in those application form and email it to my dad. If you think the process is too long, then I suggest you just look for other jobs aite.

I will walk away this time, I'll find others who can play their part.

You let me down :(

2009-01-26T00:48:00.003+08:00

2009-01-25T12:32:00.001+08:00

Why did u tell? -_-

I wasn't ready

2009-01-24T00:21:00.003+08:00

L Is Missed

Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow; Don't walk behind me, I may not lead; Walk beside me, and just be my friend...

I will keep my promise to you, cousin...

Oh what a mess

I miss Sofia Mohd Nasir

I don't Miss Nor Azza Bte Taib

I miss Year One Classmates

I definitely miss 'sweet talking to her'

I am so confuse right now

I hate smokers yet I am one

I got a job

I am in the process of getting a car license

going to enrol for motorbike soon

I think I am going to flop one module

I tend to indirectly give false hope

I hate myself for that

I am always there for my friends

I will ALWAYS understand

Saying that I know alot about Love would be an understatement

I don't know what I am writting now

But who cares

This is so irrational

I am dissapointed with Abel

I really want to get to know her better, but she jual mahal

I want to live a gay life

I love to club

I live for soccer

I will sacrifice for L

My younger bro is listening to MJ12

I am going to sleep now

So Good nite

2009-01-22T19:32:00.003+08:00

Hello everyone :D Tomorrow will be the last day of this semester, which brings to the end of year one! OMGosh. My friends and I were like emo-ing all day long. We are really going to miss the class. Oh oh, I am going to enrol for motor next week! So now I will be doing both. But I want to finish motor first. Then slowly do car. This is because motor is much more affordable. Even if I get my car license first, that doesn't mean that I am able to buy a car right? So ex! But if motor, I tell you. CHEAP. 4000 bucks can get you a great bike! Motorbike here I come!

And and, got home just now and had nothing to do. So I camwhored! lol HAHAHA

2009-01-22T00:50:00.002+08:00

Year 1 for me is coming to an end. Gosh I am going to miss my classmate. Friday will be our last day together. I am definitely not going to miss that day. As planned, we are going to chill at arab street to shisha. Then we going to St James to PARRTTTYYY our heads out. So friday will be a big day for us! Hope to get A for our grade on that day too! Oh man, holidays are coming. 3 months! What am I suppose to do for that long. Oh well, WORK -_- My dad asked me to work at science centre. Oh, what a drag.

Show me your interest in me so I know. Give in to me and I'll do for you the rest. I just need a sign. It may not work out between us, but we didnt even try yet. So how are we ever going to know if we were meant for each other. if you really do...

2009-01-21T19:46:00.001+08:00

"You're just a confession away"

2009-01-19T23:59:00.003+08:00

I have not been feeling well lately. I've been coughing like nobody's buisness. I am like a machine producing sounds non stop today adding to the noise pollution. Ugh. Fhy, thanks for caring. :D Syakir really appreciate it.

Somebody today confessed to me :D What you did was utterly alright and also the right thing to do. I respect you for that. People who knows me know that I don't do the chasing. In fact, I hardly make the first move. If only things were not as complicated. I would have dated you for sure. But sometimes, the complicated ones are the ones that makes the relationship even sexier. HAHA. (Day by day, your actions and words makes my heart grow fonder)

2009-01-17T23:59:00.007+08:00

Should I say today was one of the most meaningful day ever, though the group today was small. We played soccer for 2 hours at Holland Village. After that, we went straight to Dover Rise to slack. But it turns out to be one of the most fun moments I've ever had. My friend's stupid jokes and actions got me laughing non-stop throughout the day. So fun, now that everything is going all smoothly. I feel so complete inside. The holidays are coming! I am so going to work!

2009-01-17T04:57:00.003+08:00

Those Flashing Lights, St James Powerhouse

Left home around 10pm and I as usual, was late. Reached the place just in time to get my entry. Met Faz at the entrance. Phew. So after punching in with, Went to vivo to meet Yan, Didi and Eddy. Grabbed a bite at Macs. Started clubbing around 12am. The music played on the dancefloor was electro house music. Satisfying.

Now back home, lying on my bed. Ok, I think I am off to sleep already. Later got soccer!

Maybe we're better off this way..

2009-01-15T22:55:00.004+08:00

:D HAHAHA

2009-01-15T16:26:00.000+08:00

I Hate Smokers

2009-01-15T00:48:00.000+08:00

Happy 19 th Bday Abel Prabu s/o Christopher :D

Abel has always been there for me in times of ups and downs. 6 years of friendship does not easily come. Abel is a truly stubborn person. But somehow, that is what makes him likable. He is not stingy and is a good listener. He is where I confide to.

Abel, now that you're 19, I hope you spare a thought for yourself and do not always let others ruin your life. As a friend, I suggest you to stop hoping for '1-0'. If you know what I mean. I just do not want you to waste your teen life which is definitely very precious. Go find yourself a better one who can make you happy all the time and is always there for you.

Speaking of 'happy', Abel has a good sense of humour. He is lame and cocky at times but otherwise, still funny. He is a sportsman who does not smoke or drink. Plays soccer really well, a defender whom you would want in your team, for he is solid at the back and sharp upfront. Abel Prabu, you are a really special friend to me and I really appreciate your presence in my life. Thanks for everything bro. IOUBT

Next week will be my last week of school! Then 3 months HOLIDAYYY. Yippeeee.

Oh sweetie pie, you are just my favourite girl :D

2009-01-11T18:31:00.000+08:00

That Tall Bestie/Brudder Of Mine, Jesh

Hello people. I just got back home. Today was fun. Met Jesh, Rumi, Louiz at wheelock at around 1pm. Gosh, It's been a long time since I last saw them. Jesh is so much cooler now, Rumi became more buff! But unfortunately, Louiz is still the same. Haha. Our plans was to just meet, drink coffee together and catch up on what we have all missed. But then again, we change our plan since Louiz decided to treat us movie. Transporter 3. Cool! Took cab back home.

'I wish for all of you to have a long life, 100 years! but, I wish to die at 99, because I can't bare to see you go...'

I've been thinking of you lately. You're in everyone I see. I miss you..

Goodluck to all of you! I hope you guys get good result tomorrow.

2009-01-10T22:24:00.000+08:00

Today was a mess. I was suppose to go for soccer. But didn't go. All because the mood was not there for me, and because of that, I made WH furious. Sorry Hao for being there. Hmm. I didn't go out today either. Was at home the whole day. I am simply not myself lately. Didn't talk to anyone online. Just rotted at home. Only having Fhy to accompany me with her msgs throughout the day. Something is just not right.

I'll take it slow for now. Maybe get to know you better. Maybe we should meet up. Maybe this, maybe that. Hmm, something tells me that if it takes too long, the feeling might just fade away... Oh wth, what am I thinking. Maybe I should just forget about it.

I'm going to meet my favourite cousin Dinie later. Hmm, I bet he can cheer me up.

'Why do i keep staring into empty spaces when the whole world is right infront of me?'

Jeshh called me just now. We are so going to meet tomorrow. 1pm, Town! I won't be late. haha

2009-01-10T00:42:00.000+08:00

Just thought of sharing these picture above with you guys. Most of them are collected from the recycle bin. So yeah.

I just got back from soccer. So yeah. Played with Abel's friend Daryl. Nice bunch. The court was wide, so I use it to my advantage. Get the ball, just run. Haha. So anyways, after soccer, me and Abel went to chill near the Mrt. We talked about our lifes. The ups and downs. But mostly, the downs. HAHA.

I am so upset. Of all the people. YOU, had to do it. Just when everything was so blissful. You had to ruin it with those 'beautiful' words of your's. So you think that I am some kind of desperado who says things just for the sake of saying it. So you think all my words meant nothing. Don't judge me like that and definitely don't compare me with THEM. I may not be wealthy or famous, but I own a pride that is even greater than you can ever imagine. I can never be 'the way I am' to anyone else except you. It's my lost for not being able to reach you. But you can never imagine dear, what I was going to give you, if you'd ever take your time to simply open up your golden heart and listen to me. If you don't think I am good enough, so be it. If you think that you'll be happier w/o me, I'll let go. Seeing you happy gives me the pleasure, even if it is to see you happy in the arms of someone else. You just dont understand. I'd do anything for you. I'd be your prince, I'd be your slave, I'd be your wishing star.. I'd be your everything.

Life will still have to move on.. with or without you..

I guess I am better off this way.

Tomorrow soccer at Holland V. Woots.

For now, it is FM time. Thank you Abel for the thing.

2009-01-08T21:15:00.000+08:00

This Is Me Just Now

Didn't go to school today. Damn tired. Abel didn't go to school either. HAHA. But still I skipped school more than him. Everytime he skip school, I skip. Very fun indeed.

Left the house for dinner at around 6. Went to West Coast. After dinner, went grocery shopping at the famous Sheng Siong.

Sometime the lil-est actions can really hurt.

2009-01-07T11:06:00.000+08:00

COME ONLINE PLS :( I NEED TO TALK TO U! I really do...

2009-01-06T17:38:00.000+08:00

Today was one of the best days of my life. Some of you people would know why :D

School was great, the faci said that my group and I did a great job just now. I will be expecting a B+ or an A for today :D

I am now at Chua Chu Kang Library alone, waiting for Dinie and Syazwan. Dinie's been dying to tell me something.

Gosh stranger, you're the best :)

2009-01-06T00:19:00.000+08:00

Today was the first day of school. Went to school and left halfway. Went to town to watch PONYO with my friends Farz, Naz and Jacelyn. The show was damn hell cute! Went to Centerpoint to meet Yan who was working. 'Lepak-ed' infront of Taka after that.

Was going through some videos in my lappy when I came upon some old videos of mine. One video really caught my attention back. It was a bday present for my ex. She was saying about her not having many people who care about her bday. She was stating how she envy me for having so many people wishing me on my speacial day. I still can't believe that my friends were so supportive when I asked them to help to do it. Looking back, it was really funny how my friends did their part. All I could say to her at the end was ' see, you do have people who care'.

Who can fill this empty space in my heart now :(

I have been getting so much dirt from girls except S, till I am simply afraid to jump into any relationship right now... then came YOU stranger... If only we were in the same sch... I'm taking it slow, but I am just afraid other's will steal you away from me. I just want to tell you now but... We both hardly knew each other. I really want to meet you for real. And I can't believe I went to your house before! :) Oh man...

2009-01-04T16:26:00.000+08:00

Cover - Syakir

2009-01-03T17:02:00.000+08:00

Just got back home. Had match just now. Gosh I feel so lethargic now and my comfy bed was the only thing I could think of after that hard fought battle. Jeremy and I came into the scene only at the dying minutes of the first half. It was all square at half time with the opponent and us scoring 2 goals. Goals from the first half from our team came from Vic the 'Dic' (amazing goal) and a Wen Hao the 'Thick Wallet' (taico goal). HAHA.

The Match ended with a scoreline of 10 - 3 :D We won of coarse. Jeremy scored 2 goals, Wilson scored 1, Din 1 and Me 4.

Went to Tanglin Halt to eat right after that.

Now I am just sitting on my bed, blogging and pondering upon some matters which I do not wish to tell you guys. YET. Hehe (:

2009-01-02T23:28:00.000+08:00

Hello world! Oh well, it's been awhile since I last updated this humble blog of mine. I've been pretty lazy these few weeks since it is the holiday. I'm blogging this all because a friend of mine DEMANDED me to do so :)

School starts next week so yeah, I am freaking going nutcase about that. Every morning thinking about the fact that I have to wake up early and listen to the irritating and boring facis in class from next week onward really creeps me out!

Went to meet Tian and Hao at Holland Village today. Reach there around 8pm. Slacked there till around 10:45pm. There will be a match tomorrow and I am so excited about that. My leg feels so much better now and I am all set and ready to score goals tomorrow :D And that is if I can wake up. HAHA. Hao was saying that if I come late don't bother coming cause I won't get to play. LOL, but Hao, who is the team's top scorer :D you know you want me. huahahaha.

Recently, I came upon a girl's profile on friendster and I didn't know why I just told you guys that (:

2008-12-21T00:39:00.000+08:00

Went sound checking just now. Guess what! The person say that the gig will be held every 3 months! And that since we're good enough, she said that will just put our band name to perform whenever. Cool or what! The gig just now was more more soul, the bands played songs by Santana, so shud know how the enviroment there is.

I had no mood to play soccer today. Maybe because my life sux..

I will not..

2008-12-19T05:02:00.000+08:00

Went jamming with mates at SP today, practised 5 songs. Gosh! The gig is really near already and I still have 2 more songs to memorise! 4 more days ONLY, damn. Going to have our sound checking tomorrow evening. Lilin finally came. Have I not informed you guys that she score 8 A1s, 1 A2 and 1 B3 for her o's last year? Amazing Right! She took music as one of her subjects too, which she scored a distinction. -_- Her piano grade 8 yknow! Finally, our music is more complete!

And we came out with a name for the band already.. The MOTETS

The Definition-
vocal composition based on a sacred text: a vocal composition with parts for different voices, usually based on a sacred text
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2008-12-18T01:20:00.000+08:00

Today, was suppose to go out in the morning with friends to the new Jurong Point, I heard it bigger and better. But as usual, I overslept. :)

So watched 'Heroes' season 3 online till about 5pm. Got changed and head to Abel's place to hang out and watch soccer. Had fun there. Tian Hang is super funny. And Tian, you are the best! At least now I know that I'm not alone suffering the curse of love. :D

We took vids :D

2008-12-17T03:27:00.000+08:00

She is probably missing her new love..
That is the title of my song the I am going to compose..

Watched 'Twilight' just now, it was romantic.
I want to be her Vampire :(

Going to Jurong Point tomorrow.
I heard it is bigger and better.
So yeah, gonna have fun later :D

And my Multiply is no longer private.
www.alhasyir.multiply.com

2008-12-16T18:24:00.000+08:00

Had a sleep over at Wen Hao's house after watching the movie 'The Day The Earth Stood Still' ytd. The show was very cool and boring at the same time. Before that, went jamming at Moberly, SP. Nice Studio! Lilin didn't make it. She's too tied up with school projects. Oh yeah, went for the auditions the other day, they said we are definitely going to perform! Unbelievable right? It's a Christmas event. The gig will be on the 23rd. Feel free to contact me on the venue. We'll be playing 5 songs, so yeah :)

And you! Do you miss me? :( You msged me asking if I am okay? Well, I am not. Was at your place just now, everything felt so nostalgic. Jumbo was so near right! :) I'm sorry dear, I've feel so crazy lately.

Hey, you fucking forget me already issit? I still care about you.. But after what you did that day, really smash everything.. Ignorant is bliss aye? fcuk off.. So you mean our pass didn't mean anything to you? Talking about the guys forgetting girls easily.. You proved your own theory wrong.. Should have listen to my friends... Sorry kawans.. Love was blind.. Not anymore..

2008-12-14T22:10:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone. It has been awhile I know. I have been busy lately. School break is finally here but somehow, I am so looking foward for school. Not because I want to study, but because I want to meet my friends. Farz, Aisyah, Vic, Sadiq. These are who makes me happy every single day in class. Ok, may be lets not forget Ben, that joker. We are so going to meet this week.

I had a sleep over at Dinie's house. We helped out with the wedding.

So now here I am, listening to Santeria and pondering on all those shattered moments I've had.

I am so into you stranger. heh.

Did I mention I had a great night on the last day of school?

More pictures on multiply!

2008-12-01T17:31:00.000+08:00

Ok, girls coming to me today saying I look like Adam Lamburg.

I am at arab street now. Shisha-ed. Going back home now. Took some pictures. They're in my multiply.

Guess what! nowadays, I feel like there's no point in blogging anymore since it is like of no significance anymore...

2008-11-29T16:49:00.000+08:00

Came back home around 4:30am just now. Was at town with friends. Had loads of fun. Rev's uncle, Kumar the famous comedian was performing. He spent $600 on us. Nice. Photos can be found on my multiply. Damn I feel shagged.

My band will be having a gig, 23 dec '08, 9pm to 12 am. Will update you guys more about it soon.

2008-11-26T11:17:00.000+08:00

[KID] - retribution (Anh yeu em mai mai) says:
hey guys..
[KID] - retribution (Anh yeu em mai mai) says:
er..
[KID] - retribution (Anh yeu em mai mai) says:
im kind of serious about the fact about u guys coming back to floorball..
[KID] - retribution (Anh yeu em mai mai) says:
coz..i can see that we have a problem with the number of players..
[KID] - retribution (Anh yeu em mai mai) says:
so.. it will be great if u guys play
DiShY HaSyIr says:
hmm
[KID] - retribution (Anh yeu em mai mai) says:
haha..
[KID] - retribution (Anh yeu em mai mai) says:
u guys are good ah
[KID] - retribution (Anh yeu em mai mai) says:
if u guys dun wanna play for IVP or POLITE,
[KID] - retribution (Anh yeu em mai mai) says:
jus come to play, so that u guys might be playing in div 1 floorball
DiShY HaSyIr says:
let me think about it
Sadiq™- Strawberries! says:
hahaha
Sadiq™- Strawberries! says:
actually can ah
Sadiq™- Strawberries! says:
but i cant commit ah
Sadiq™- Strawberries! says:
too many days
DiShY HaSyIr says:
tu ar
DiShY HaSyIr says:
like no life seh
DiShY HaSyIr says:
everyday training like that
DiShY HaSyIr says:
i think think first ar
Sadiq™- Strawberries! says:
yeah man
Sadiq™- Strawberries! says:
maybe you can help suggest to mr amir whether can cut down on training

Maybe it is time come back!

2008-11-25T14:57:00.000+08:00

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I got to say that I am feeling abit worried now. I am not sure about what, but I just feel that something is not right. I really need somebody to confide to. I really need her especially. I regret letting her go. She may be far in Australia now. But she was everything. Trying to find somebody to replace her, but it didn't work out. No one understand me better than her. Not even my parents. She was always there for me. She always took note of every single thing I do. She kept every single thing I got her. From movie tickets, Cookie wrappers and etc.. So sweet. She make sure that I was happy. Consoled me when I was down. No matter how good I did to make her feel special, she did better. Always challenging to try to make things even better for me. Never made me feel jealous. Apologises for the smallest thing. Oh that was so cute. She buys me stuff, to make me feel all mushy inside. I challenged her and bought her better. I know that It was my fault, I should have never played with you heart. I deserve it I guess. Those park trip, Movie, Gig, Bus trips and etc will always be missed. I am not sure if anyone can do better than you. Maybe that is what I am worried about. In fact, I just can't stand the fact that those girls nowadays who says that we guys must do everything. Yeah I know, Guys must make the first move. But the girls should know that they must do their job in keeping our heart, making us feel special. I mean how can I give you my love when you do nothing for me. I've dated many girls, but none met my humble criteria. But maybe there's this girl... She just make me feel so special. (:

And And, Ytd when I was at Macs with my younger brother Hafiy, the malay counter girl asked us, ' Are you guys malay?'

'yeah' I said with a smile.

'You guys don't look like malay at all!, mcm arab' they said.

I just walked off with a gatal smile. But she was PRETTYY! haha. I guess I'll be going there more often :D lol

2008-11-24T22:43:00.000+08:00

Credits To WH

I didn't go to school today. I just to don't understand myself nowadays. I'm always late.
Hazirah is back! The minute she got to Woodlands Checkpoint, she called me! Awww.
Looking foward to meet her.
I'm missing somebody, like for REAL...

2008-11-24T02:12:00.001+08:00

My New Band

Top Left, Lilin, Keyboardist

Top Right, Chuan Hao, Drummer

Bottom Left, Brandon, Bassist

Bottom Right, Arvin, Lead Guitarist/Vocals

Plus ME As Vocalist (:

2008-11-22T20:39:00.000+08:00

I was really bored! haha

Hey everyone, I am at WH's house now. As usual, they are playing DOTA. I am just slacking around at the corner. Gosh I really am missing you. I am going to abel's house later. Sleeping over. I find myself lost nowadays. It really feels so empty w/o you. I really need a turnaround. I really need you.
Call me
Msg me
If you really do...

2008-11-21T13:52:00.000+08:00

They're The Bomb!

Came later today, I feel so tired. Faaiz ask me to play soccer since he's drove today. He's the best, he's 18 yet he has both Motorcycle and Car license already. Cool or what! Maybe I play for awhile.

To that somebody
You talking to me?

I have never felt so shitty like this. It is as if I wake every morning to nothing. I feel so dead. I guess I need her...

2008-11-20T22:13:00.000+08:00

Thats Me On The Left, Sec 3

Me, Few Months Ago

Hello everyone! I know I know, I have have not been updating right? So here goes. Today was officially the most boring day of the semester. I don't know why, but it just felt that way. Played soccer with gang after school. Can you believe it? We dominated the whole place, we didn't even lose a single game! Amazing I tell you. After soccer, Nishant drove us home. Guess how fast the car went! The timing for me to finish a cigarette is approximately the time it took for the car to reach Chua Chu Kang from Woodlands!

Oh well, I would have to say that it feels so empty without her.

Life has to go on.

Maybe I am lying to myself.

I might be going to Langkawi this coming Wednesday and Thursday. But I don't want to go. I want to stay in S'pore. Besides, I have already miss 3 consecutive weeks of Wednesday.

I want to get my license as soon as possible!

I want to be that special person in your life, whom you are proud of. Can?

Hazirah is going to Terengganu over the weekend. I going to miss her for sure. She has always been there for me everytime I am down. Thanks BFF (:

To that somebody.

What do you feel when you hear me saying that?

Gue rindu sama lu luh sey!!

2008-11-16T22:19:00.000+08:00

Slept late yesterday. Got like 3 hours of sleep only therefore I am feeling very lethargic rite now. Spent the whole day going to one place to another. Early in the morning went to meet WH and Tian at Jurong MRT. Then after that, when to Khatib for Benedetto match. It was a decider game. The won the game 2-1 thus they are the champions of the league. I went to the Cheese Prata shop at west coast after that. But I wasn't feeling good on the way there. I didn't even manage to finish my prata. I felt like vomitting. I think is due to the lack of sleep. Oh well, I better get some sleep now if I don't want to be late for school tomorrow.

I need you more than anything right now dear :(

2008-11-16T01:38:00.000+08:00

That's Abel

I'm at WH house now. Watching soccer. Missing Nor Azza to the max. Arsenal lost, so I am feeling the heat now. I feel like playing Pokemon now which is cool yknow :)
Azza Azza Azza. You're all I could think of now :D

2008-11-15T17:52:00.000+08:00

Sometimes we change our decisions ;)

2008-11-13T22:36:00.000+08:00

The Pinholes

Zero Sequence, The Guy On The Left Is My Teacher, Guitar POWER

The Guy On The End Left Is My Cousin Reno

Dad's away in the US. Gosh, for some reason I am missing him even though he does it like frequently. Currently I am feeling empty. Something lingering in my mind. It is like I feel like being USED. Anytime you feel lonely, you come. When you don't, you go. But who cares right? All I need right now is to know if that person really LOVE me. Prove it. I don't know how, but just prove it. As the saying goes, little action speaks a thousand words, a PHOTO can't say a thousand things, but it CAN say a million things that a person wants to say. If you still miss your past, then beat it. For I do not entertain such ludicrous attitude.

( I never meant to do that, I know how he would feel. I would never want to be classified as something negative. And for that I so take back my words. Yes it was personal, I do admit I was being unfair.)

Life for me has been very bumpy lately. I'm really confused. I want this, I want that. Maybe time will tell. Actually, I've come to a point whereby I don't really care. I just wish thats thing would be clear. To think about it, its all about HER. Girls = Complication.

After 'Replug', Went to meet Hazirah, Raini, Amy, Vic and Abel at GALERE. The freaking ice cream there is effing expensive. But since I was desperate for one, I bought a scoop. Abel and Vic left early. After eating those delicious gelato, the four of us went to the back of Woodlands Int to chill. It is funny to see how Amy and Raini always quarrel. Then Hazirah will come in and tag with Raini to hit on Amy. LOL.

Life is so empty without the one you care.

2008-11-09T23:32:00.000+08:00

Ok, I Had Nothing Better To Do

This Is Sofia, She's So SMART

Nothing much happen today, I simply rot at home.
Thanks sofia, for not making me feel lonely anymore. (:
Remember our plan? Movie?

2008-11-08T18:21:00.000+08:00

TALK IS CHEAP

Wen Hao Playing Pro Evo

Din And Tian

Sang this song some time ago, just felt like sharing. So yeah.

My Covers (Pieces) - Sum 41

I'm at Wen Hao's house now. Sitting alone at one corner while the rest play 'DOTA'. I was thinking about alot of things in the morning. Was my decision right? Thanks friends, for telling me the true meaning of love. That both party have to sacrifice for each other. To not expect too much from one party. Understand each other's situations. Never look back. Think about the things that you do. If it ever was necessary.

Highlight Of The Day
Arsenal won Man U 2-1

How to Know What Love Feels Like

2008-11-07T12:04:00.000+08:00

My Life

I'm in class now. I'm so bored now. So I decided to take some photos. Came late for sch today. So i'm already demoralised to study. -0.5? Stupid system this is.

2008-11-06T15:43:00.000+08:00

I Didn't Know I Was That SEXY

Kenangan Terindah

Aku yang lemah tanpamu

Aku yang rentan karena

cinta yang tlah hilang darimu

yang mampu menyanjungku

Selama mata terbuka

Sampai jantung tak berdetak

selama itu pun

aku mampu tuk mengenangmu

Darimu, kutemukan hidupku

Bagiku, kau lah cinta sejati

Bila yang tertulis untukku

Adalah yang terbaik untukmu

Kan kujadikan kau kenangan

Yang terindah dalam hidupku

Namun takkan mudah bagiku

Meninggalkan jejak hidupku

Yang telah terukir abadi

Sebagai kenangan yang terindah

Bila yang tertulis untukku

Adalah yang terbaik untukmu

Kan kujadikan kau kenangan

Yang terindah dalam hidupku

Namun takkan mudah bagiku

Meninggalkan jejak hidupku

Yang telah terukir abadi

Sebagai kenangan yang terindah

Got This From My Friend
Damn Funny

OMGOSH, I REALLY MISS THOSE TIMES

2008-11-04T11:44:00.000+08:00

Found This Online
VERY TRUE!

Statement of Love: The Kiss
1. Kiss on the hand
I adore you
2. Kiss on the cheek
I just want to be friends
3. Kiss on the neck
I want you
4. Kiss on the lips
I love you
5. Kiss on the ears
I am just playing
6. Kiss anywhere else
Lets not get carried away
7. Look in your eyes
kiss me
8. Playing with your hair
I can't live without you
9. Hand on your waist
I love you too much to let you go

* Remember * A peach is a peach A plum is a plum, A kiss isn't a kiss Without some tongue. So open up your mouth close your eyes, and give your tongue some exercise!!!

Here are a few reasons why guys like girls:
1. They will always smell good even if its just shampoo

2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder

3. How cute they look when they sleep

4. The ease in which they fit into our arms

5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world

6. How cute they are when they eat

7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while

8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside

9. The way they look good no matter what they wear

10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful thing on this earth

11. How cute they are when they argue

12. The way her hand always finds yours

13. The way they smile

14. The way you feel when you see their name on the call ID after you just had a big fight

15. The way she says 'lets not fight anymore' even though you know that an hour later....

16. The way they kiss when you do something nice for them

17. The way they kiss you when you say 'I love you'

18. Actually ... just the way they kiss you...

19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry

20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly

21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt

22. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt. (even though we don't admit it)!

23. The way they say 'I miss you'

24. The way you miss them

25.The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore..... Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them ... it matters not. Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart. We love them for a million reasons, No paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart. A feeling.Only felt.

2008-11-03T12:14:00.000+08:00

Lyrics George Benson - Nothings Gonna Change My Love For You lyrics

FOR THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE :D

2008-11-01T23:37:00.000+08:00

Rajesh And His Bastard Jokes

Woke up early today for soccer. Met Hazirah at CCK Mrt. As usual, I was late. I truly apologise for my selfish act 'Dek'. :(

We then met up with Rajesh otw at Jurong East Int.

Played soccer till about 2pm and then went to Burger King. Watched the gang eat. Me and Hazirah later went to Dover Rise for our normal 'lepak' session. She's without doubt, one of my greatest companion. :D

We set off at around 530pm. Took train to Woodlands MRT to meet Aisyah, Haziq and gang for our Deepavali outing. Upon reaching Vic's humble apartment, we were served with delicacies. Due to the fact that I was famished, It didn't take me long to finish the mountain-sized of food that was on my plate.

After that, we went down to the playground to play. It was really enjoyable. Played 'Blind Mice' and 'Heart Attack'. Hazirah is darn hell poor thing. Really sorry. Aisyah had to do a forfeit in the game of 'Heart Attack'. She was forced to ride the 'OSIM'.

We went home at about 1030pm.

You are the reason for this happiness.

2008-10-31T23:23:00.000+08:00

Brother Jesh

Rajesh got release from base today, so he suggested that we meet and talk about the things that we've missed. We went to Bugis for some Shisha. It's been awhile since we last saw each other. Therefore, we had loads to talk about. From misfortunes, girls, gossips and the normal topics. Louis came too. He is still as pleasant as ever. Chai came too, but he was with his group of underage, thus he couldn't join us. Actually he could, but he had to entertain those underage friends of his since he's the 'Abang' there. We all left at around 1030pm. Wouldn't want to go home late, because there's soccer tomorrow. Oh yeah, going to Vic's house for Deepavali tomorrow!

Something is wrong with me. I'm definitely out of sorts.

You weren't there.

2008-10-31T00:08:00.000+08:00

Today, I went to Woodlands to meet Az. She wanted to go to the library. Spent quite some time there. After that, we lepak-ed around the neighbourhood.

Highlight of the day was when she said 'padang' instead of 'pedang' for sword in a malay. It was hilarious.

2008-10-29T03:41:00.000+08:00

She Curled Her Hair Today

Went to 'lepak' with Hazirah's friend after meeting Az, at around 730pm. Took cab to Limbang to meet more of her friends. Very funny bunch. Went back home around 1130pm. Then Az gave me a shock on the phone. Everytime!

My dirty little secret.